The M word!

All I have to say is I'm happy the grils will all get to have their parents close but here comes the BUT, Brian is having a hard time. Noah and Jack will miss out on having Grandma and Grandpa. I know that this isn't an easy thing for anyone especially for Grandma and Grandpa. I just hope that everything works out. Obviously Heavenly Father is placing good people where he needs them most. I will ball like a little girl, that house is where so many good things happened for me. I remember hoping to one day be apart of what was in that house, a giant family. I loved spending summer nights walking around the block and staying up until 4am in the kitchen laughing with Jess and Bizz. I feel like we don't see all you girls enough and here comes another obstacle. I didn't realize how much I loved the memories I have with you all and with that house. I think the house should just be retired. No one should live there, its where Pops makes big plans for the Orchard and Carlote tries to tame his ideas. We will miss Sunday dinners but are happy others will gain them. We are sad that our kids won't have Grandma and Grandpa but are happy...oh wait Jess, Katie, Bizzie, and Lauren (she's excused until the return of Nate) you guys better get busy finding some companions! Szilagyi's are baby makers! My boys need cousins and your mom needs grand babies galore! Again B is very sad and will miss his mama's food, I told him I would attept to make one of her dishes every Sunday so maybe she could be with us in spirit. Well I stopped crying now...so I better say something really gushy to start again...I just have to say I'll miss you guys helping me with my boys. Secretly I planned on finding you all guys around here. I thought that Noah and Jack would have all their aunts...I guess that isn't the way its going to work. I feel like we'll miss out on sooooo much stuff. You all will get to see Lauren have a flip out her first day of school, we'll miss when Bizzie gets her mission call, and when Jess lands Brother Dane. All I can say is I'll miss you all so much. All I can think to say to myself is Be Grateful that I am still apart of the family I dreamed for so long ago even though they all seem to be moving in different directions. I will be taking applications for 09'summer nannies if any wish to apply. Take care of yourselves and Be Smart. I love you all dearly even the ones that don't like Mitt Romney! (He was my guy!) Peace and Much Love...Jamie